i'm still alive haha. i've just been on my other blog a whole lot. i should write one here more since my girlfriend doesn't know about this one. and i can kind of vent about her from time to time. she says i come first in her life, but i can't help thinking that i don't. she defiantly comes first in my life. i just wish i knew what was exactly on her mind. i really do love her so much! i just want to come home and see her there, and go to bed with her every night.
So I have posted in awhile, but I'm gonna change that. I'm going to post a lot more. Well some things have changed since I last posted on here. For one I'm really serious with my girlfriend right now, we're actually engaged. And soon we're going to move into an apartment together. I'm going to school now for nursing. But I'm sure I failed a lot of my classes this semester. I'm not really sure what I want to do with my life. And that's about it I guess.
Gay marriage is now legal in D.C. This is great news! One because I love D.C. and two now I can get married there! I still hate saying things like "gay marriage is now legal in..." it just seems like the word legal should be left out of the sentence. It should be left when your talking about marijuana being legalized. Its just marriage. Why do some people think that if gay people are going to get married that its a bad thing? First their reason was that the Bible was against it now it's because the Constitution says it's not allowed. How is it going to harm anyone if more people get married? I just don't understand the opposing side of it. I don't understand why its wrong. http://www.nytimes.com/2010/03/04/us/04marriage.html?ref=us
Today I started the semester at my new school. It's too early to tell if I'm really going to like it there or not but from what I had today I liked it. Haven't really made any new friends yet but I hope that happens soon. Don't want to be all lonely again. But what I'm really looking for is to hopefully find a girlfriend, just have to be confidante enough to talk to people.
This has been bothering me for awhile now, I've just always wondered why some people think its a big deal when two people of opposite race/religion/countries get along. I remember taking a class in 11th grade called "Tolerance 101", it was a pretty interesting class for the most part, but my teacher would always think its just so special when people who are different from one another get along. I don't get what the big deal is. Who cares if a white kid from the U.S. is friends with a middle eastern kid from Israel? Why is that so amazing? Their just two people who are friends. I just don't understand why some people make a big deal of it, why shouldn't they get along? I know that you can't be friends with everyone, because we're all different and like different things. But not being friends with someone shouldn't be based on their outside appearance. Just don't be proud of yourself because you have a lot of friends from different backgrounds. Its nothing special.